i give up on guys... mayb i'll just become a lesbian......... there are no guys at all.... blahhhhhhhh

who invented drama??? they should be shot

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i forgot to put a list of wat im thankful for this year.... the list has changed quite a bit from last year..... here goes

1. family
2. friends (jess, leann, zof, jacque)
3. ROBBIE!!!
4. OS BABii REPRESENT
5. kimchee
6. food
7. my nice comfy bedddddd
8. sexy men... mmmmm hahaha
9. internet
10. my cellemafone

AND IM MOST THANKFUL FOR MR JOE HO.... I LOVE HIM TO DEATH AND WE'RE GONNA GET MARRIED AND MAKE CUTE LIL ASIAN BABIES!!!!!!!!!!!!

my other list was way more elaborate n touching..... haha. pce beetchez

http://community.webshots.com/user/xjustbeautiful

sum very hot pix

edited again---- 11.3o.o4

fought tara today.... got pretty banged up.... i guess u could call it even... neither of us really won or lost.... it was good tho... my belly ring started bleedin and shit so i had to take it out and let it close up.... and my playboy necklace broke  errr....

sexy lil survey

THIRTEEN RANDOM THINGS YOU LIKE
1.teddy bears :]
2. sleeping
3. driving... whenever i get the chance
4. being a dork
5. laughing
6. making other ppl laugh
7. having $$$$
8. my cell fone
9. piercings :D
10. being happy
11. DANCING
12. ACTING
13. SINGING... even tho im quite a horrific singer hehe xP

TWELVE GREAT MOVIES
1. TITANIC
2. napolean dynamite
3. a walk to remember
4. 50 first dates
5. brother bear
6. you got served
7. man on fire
8. spirited away
9. gothika... even tho it scares the bajesus out of me i like the story
10. THIRTEEN!
11. wish upon a star
12. elf

ELEVEN GOOD BANDS/ARTISTS
1. alicia keys
2. TI
3. ill nino
4. tupac
5. usher
6. boa
7. hyori
8. whitney houston
9. jojo
10. nsync
11. joe budden

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOU
1. dont judge me by wat u see or hear.... im not psycho
2. im a really big loser lol
3. i've had a really tough life... ever since 7th grade
4. i've been in love
5. im bipolar.....
6. i've been hospitalized twice
7. im a good person
8. i cry a lot =\
9. im actually smart... despite wat my grades show
10. i talk too much

NINE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE
1. school
2. homework
3. louis
4. spending earned money
5. being hurt by someone i care about
6. not being able to get to sleep... becuz somethings on my mind
7. being paranoid
8. crying
9. being confused

EIGHT FAVORITE FOODS/DRINKS
1. KIMCHEEEEEE
2. mcchicken
3. orange chicken and chow mein
4. sushi
5. bubble tea
6. hawaiian pizza
7. lettuce sandwiches
8. CHIPOTLE!!!!!!!!

SEVEN THINGS YOU WEAR DAILY
1. hoop earrings
2. my 2 rings
3. my livestrong and white bracelet
4. playboy necklace
5. deoderant
6. bcbg metro perfume
7. clothes

SIX THINGS THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY
1. my freshie friends
2. OS
3. snow days
4. laguna beach!
5. getting 100% on a quiz/test
6. piercings

FIVE FRIENDS
1. sue
2. soo
3. lala
4. elisa
5. erica

FOUR THINGS YOU TOUCH EVERYDAY
1. toothbrush
2. the keyboard
3. my cell fone
4. makeup

THREE MEMORIES (GOOD OR BAD)
1. getting pantsed in frost
2. valentines day
3. potomac ridge

TWO ALTER EGOS YOU HAVE
1. the stupid, joking, prank calling dork KTIZZLE
2. the serious, artistic, sensitive KATHLEEN

ONE PERSON YOU CAN SPEND THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WITH
1. ?????????????

i dont kno anyone well enough to say i would want to spend the rest of my life with them... thats kinda a weird question.... for like single ppl at least. anyway yeah... i stayed home today.... cried for a while, almost threw up... but im alrite now. ehh... i hate missing skool.... cuz that means makeup work... ewwwwww

wAHOOO!! xD wdup yall? i been doin a whole buncha nothin.... and theres this kid... in my life.... and theyre so frikkin weird.... they like talk to me on the fone but not in person.... up front they act like we dont even kno each other.... and then another one of my "friends" is being gay as shit. sayin ima liar.... and accussing me of all dis bullshit wen i dont even kno wat they talkin bout. wootton is full of retarded gay asses. BLAHHH aklsdmflkjaldfknenla.... yeah bitch thaz how i feel. hrmzz.... i joined indoor track... yeah aint done that shiz in a minute.... dayumm.... last time i ran was frikkin 8th grade..... 2 years daaamnn... dun wry doe.... im still fast as shit xP yes sir. wat else.... oh yeah i put this shit in my profile.... so u can see whos looked at it and shit.... and so far 3 ppl who i dont even kno have looked at it..... random ass muthafuckers.... howd they get my sn? and why they lookin at my info? weiiirdd. well anywho. time to go eat sum hot n sour soup... yum yum :]* pce ez biatchez

      +* ktizzle *+

o my goodness.... im sooo happy rite now... my life is really good. and okay i definitely like someone.... hes sooo kyoot. and hes a really good person.... and a christian. i dont think its really gonna go anywhere.... becuz he doesnt like me like that.... but i still wanna get to kno him hehe. oh wow. i havent done this in a long time.... liking someone i mean. yay! lol okay well thats the only reason why i updated.... ummm yeah i'll post sum pix up later :]